All is well

I've decided to keep a personal blog to keep track of my thoughts and memories of the day. I'm sure it'd be interesting to look back and read all of this years from now, and maybe even cringe a little. xD


So today there was yet another long quiz in Biochem. I'm not sure yet what my final score is, but it most certainly will be bad. And I can't help but think that it's my fault. I could've done better-- but I didn't. I guess it's because I think I did considerably well last shift, and the last shift was supposed to be the most difficult one of them all. Naging kampante ako. So I didn't study as hard as I should have. The feeling is really frustrating because, hey, who's to blame for all of this?! Who else but the professors who sent in the test questions!! NOT! :))


I was really feeling bad about it, feeling guilty and all (yes, high conscientiousness? but no, actually I remember I got like a medium to low conscientiousness score on the OCEAN) and I would've continued on in a bad mood if it weren't for the nice prayer that Dr. B shared to us before his lecture. It was the last line that really got to me:


"Knowledge comes from learning, but wisdom comes from God."


And it's absolutely true. Somehow, in a way that I can't fully explain, it lifted my spirits. I guess it reminded me that there are more important things than knowing a lot and getting high grades. I can only hope that I can continue to grow in wisdom. By God's grace. (omg the first thing I actually typed was: By God's grade. WHUT. Freudian slip? xD)


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On another note, however, I am also experiencing a problem with knowing too much. o.O 
And no, I'm not talking about being a know-it-all. It's just that I know things that, hmm, maybe I can't let some people know that I know? Well, the only thing I can do is just go with the flow for now. I hope it gets resolved soon.